Kids

(Mgmt)

You thought you had it all figured out: you were finally pushing forward without restraints; not one hindrance stood in your way.

Till, of course, a new challenge knocked at your door: something you're so concerned about inside, you just can't keep up doing anything else. It's as if your body refuses to concentrate on anything else than the task given to it by yourself.

More than ever before, you are aware that there is a time restraint, a countdown turning slimmer by the minute: that your time here is limited.

You have to give everything that you've got. No matter how tired you are, read this and remember: What's more important on the long run? To sleep? Or to have the certainty that, when you're no longer here, you can look back and say: shit, I wouldn't have done it any other way if I got to do it all over again (without knowing what the outcome of my actions would be, that is).

The idea is so mindblowing I can't hardly bear it in my mind. Wanna go somewhere and start screaming in anticipation. It's complicated to simply flip the switch and start working or studying again.

But, as always, I think that the only way out, is to behave like a child, like some random kid, not thinking about it, just jumping in, seeing what's inside and then going somewhere from there.

You will learn that thing you're missing and overcome what's blocking you. Still doubting, huh? Think about what you're already been through. Remember when you thought doing so and so was simply impossible? Visualize when you first got it to work and rejoice.

This is nothing new, nor harder: It is simply that you just haven't gotten the hang of it, yet.

But calm down, together we'll get there. In a day, a week, a month: that is the least of your worries, as long as you keep trying.

In case of approach anxiety, just think of yourself catching a plane back home and reminiscing. And from there, it's as easy as pie: make it happen as you'd like to recall it. Easier said than done, I know, but it is the only way towards what you've always wanted: proof of my freedom.